i always say i feel like i lose myself and that i live in a fucking daze world
i don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that
you don’t really see anything, or feel anything
you can smile and laugh, and it’s genuine - it is
it just doesn’t sink in
i just don’t feel it in my heart.
but some days, i get rushes where i feel alive again, and it’s beautiful and i really appreciate the days when i can feel something and i wish they were more often
learning never to feel trapped
learning never to believe and never to fall in
because that’s when you lose yourself
keep yourself, you are your most valuable friend and your biggest fan
don’t fucking lose yourself for someone who chooses to lose you themselves one day
and they will. don’t be naive.
remember whats important. fucking prioritise.
don’t learn the hard way. don’t learn when you lose a friend or a parent or your degree. see it now and walk away.
before it’s too late
and i tell you, it will be one day. you WILL lose something by concentrating on the wrong things. you will trip up from looking back at the past.
and i’ve experienced before
choose happiness, choose life, choose freedom.
you’re too young. choose freedom.